Thursday, November 08, 2007

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?

I have a pattern. When times get tough, I crawl back into my shell. I push people away and don't think twice. I know I am doing it and I still don't stop. Never been the sharing kind, never, no. The good, I can share and laugh about, but when faced with the bad, the painful, I am my own army.

We are going under the scissor again. December 10 seems light years away and we hope to not fall apart.

I think the dealing alone with the bad and the horrible really makes you stay unmoved. This IS horrible.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

aap ka zikar ker rahey they meh, faizan aur sohail kal. Kafi achey lafzon meh yaad kya ja raha tha apkou