What a whirlwind!M is here with the family and so our house is full of way too many people at any given time. Its so hard to get work done and hence, I didn't , because I am an ass that way. My essay sucked and my midterm was atrocious and none of that is funny shit. I am basically screwed if I don't pull my socks and just get into it. I have a research paper and 2 exams to redeem myself and restore any remnants of a dignity that I have left. I am sure that both of my profs see me as a loser now, and actually a stupid loser. Regardless, I am not losing at life and so all the remaining course work will rock(INSHALLAHx999999999999).
I am currently beaming because I am a stupid teenager caught in a 20something's body. But yeah, how do we say, pathetic?Convesations should never make a person this happy unless that person is an idiot, or me. MCAT course ends tmrw and the test is fast approaching. I am sad that I haven't studied as much as I could and should have. This time though, no stone is going to be left unturned. I love my playlist and I love the script and cold play and Beerah and school. Although, parts of neuro do make me want to shoot myself in the eye and observe the neuronal activity. Ugh, life.
