So what is it that I wanted to say?

Lay Down with me .. Whisper your lies .. says:
so what happened to that webcam you were getting
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o yeahh, haven gotten it
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i m kinda trying to swear off msn
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so i dont need it
Lay Down with me .. Whisper your lies .. says:
not gud

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well
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i m kinda anti social aaj kal
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which is like my new thing now so yeah
Lay Down with me .. Whisper your lies .. says:
have u noticed
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?
Lay Down with me .. Whisper your lies .. says:
how saying i am anti social is just saying im busy n dunt want to make an effort nymore
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i dont know. when i say anti social, i mean that I really dont socialise much no more. its not that i dont make an effort. i m selectively social now
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thats probably more 'right'
Lay Down with me .. Whisper your lies .. says:
well there
Lay Down with me .. Whisper your lies .. says:
u r choosy about who u like
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its not that if I dislike you, I wont talk to you
Lay Down with me .. Whisper your lies .. says:
do u dislik me ??
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NO doh silly
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i have no reason to dislike you
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some ppl do bad things to you and it messes you up, those are the people,. i m avoiding
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they make you more of not yourself, those i m avoiding

And Then I sat there thinking what exactly I wanted to say and what came out and what I was thinking.Do I need to have a reason to not be a socialite fool(yes, so me)anymore and isn't that term just reason enough? Basically, speechless. bull-shit.